...and you, in turn, will feel the benefits!
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My prayer for you, YES Y-O-U, is that you'll
take time to baby yourself today. Do something to
make you smile...you deserve to re-member who you really
were before the "C Word."
Take care of you!
Baby steps, Beloveds...
♥ Jodi ♥
Friday, September 18, 2015
Thursday, September 17, 2015
Rose is not one to want to wear costumes. I discovered that last year when I bought her a Bumble Bee costume and she absolutely hated it. My dear friend, Judith, a retired therapist reminded me, "Now, Jodi. That is because she knows that dogs are not supposed to wear clothes."
This year, Kathleen brought her dog's old chicken / rooster costume for Rose to try on. The picture above is the first shot. She was not a happy camper. She was frozen in place! I kept taking a few pictures and Kathleen and I tried to coax her to move but she just sat there and wouldn't move a muscle. No baby talk. No offer of treats. Nothing would coax my girl off of that chaise!
She was not havin' it! Then, I heard my neighbor, Bubba outside and told Kathleen that would be the REAL trick! She loves Bubba! So, I snapped her leash on her and she slowly walked to the door and then froze in the middle of the stoop. Of course, Bubba and his wife, Brittany loved her and tried their best to get her to move, but Rose was a frozen chicken.
She sat outside with us while we handed out candy to the kids, and, although she enjoyed seeing other dogs wearing their Halloween finest, she didn't want to be a part of it.
Once I removed her costume, she was back to her normal self. When I got into bed, I did my meditation and prayers. Then, like a bolt of lightning, it hit me! I was alot like Rose before cancer. I, too, was a frozen chicken! Scared of the unknowns. Frozen by fear of failure. But, once I shed my "costume of fear," everything started falling into place.
Although I cannot promise there will be no other costumes for Rose in the future, I can promise that I will continue affirming that everything happens for a reason and there are lessons to be learned and wonderful experiences that are yet to be! Thank you, Rose for reminding me of this!
P.S. - For my costume, I wore scrubs and a stethoscope and thought I was a nurse, until one of the kids came up to get their candy and announced, "Oh, cool! You're a doctor!" Leave it to a little one to raise up the vibrational level ... out of the mouths of babes! "Why, YES! I AM a doctor!"
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Angels Along The Way ....
Tuesday, September 8, 2015
Ever notice how life goes on even in our darkest hours?
Yup...life is funny like that!
Step into the light and try to find a reason to smile today....
You are loved!
Monday, September 7, 2015
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Thursday, September 3, 2015
From the time that I was diagnosed until only recently, I refused to have my picture taken. The medications that were used in my treatment, distorted my body and made me unrecognizable. I didn't know the face that I saw looking back at me in the mirror. I felt ugly. Hideous. Bloated like a Macy's Thanksgiving Day balloon. I gave up hope that I'd ever get back to the real me. My self-esteem was at an all time low. It was hard to imagine what the future held for me. Cancer can make you feel unworthy. Un-loved. Alone. Last October, I was weaned off of one of my treatment medications because it was doing more harm than good. It affected my liver and kidneys and I decided, along with my oncologist, that I wanted to give my body a break from these toxic meds. He reminded me that there is "no cure" for SPTCL. That we can always try other drugs if need be. That once it gets aggressive, there is no turning back. I left his office stunned. I've always maintained a positive outlook from the very beginning, and now I had my doctor there to remind me of what "will" happen to me. On the long drive home, I replayed his message over and over in my head. I became increasingly depressed. I'd recently begun to feel less effects from the meds and thought I was on the upswing. Now I was being told otherwise. A torrential rainstorm cropped up and I had to pull to the side of the road. The windshield wipers were a backdrop to the driving rain, which only worsened my mood. I began to cry. No, not a normal cry. Deep, sobbing, take-your-breath-away cries. I called my friend and asked her to meet me at a local coffee shop. When she arrived she wanted to know how my appointment went. I explained what the doctor told me and I started to cry again. She did, too. I let it all out. Right there in that coffee shop. Luckily there weren't any patrons nearby. She held my hands and asked me how I felt. I told her that I'd just started to feel like maybe I could get my life back. She said, "Well, then do it! If you are feeling good, then just go with it." Thank God for having my best friend there to put it all into perspective. I went home and from that day to this, I shifted my thinking. I start each day with a feeling of gratitude. I am thankful that I'm alive. I have such a wonderful support system of friends near and far that I could never thank nearly enough for all that they have done for me. Once again, I found that little spark that has always been inside of me. I am focused on my writings ... I have a story to tell. Getting cancer can kick your ass. But, it can also make you appreciate what you do have even more. Thank you for joining me on this journey and have a great day.
You must find the place inside yourself where nothing is impossible.
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